I've been thinking about home.
My home is here, where I sit and type.
where my children sleep.
But home is there, too. that barn in Canada,
where I've never lived but spent each summer of my life.
I like to breath the air there.
home is where I love the most.
Home is my family.
Where I'm loved the most.
It's where I've been.
Where I'll be again
with Conan and our children, forever.
The place I don't remember, but I know.
Where I can rest.
My cousin passed away last week.
It's been a long thinking week. about him. about home.
about family. time. the important stuff.
We spent a lot of days at that barn.
I love my family. It's hard not to be with them now.
Not that there's anything I could do for them
to make it stop.
but it's hard to be
it helps to know,
and I'm pretty sure he likes the air there.